Before you preach, "Big is beautiful, love yourself." I do love myself. I am being real about all the bad food choices I've made over the years. Also there's a history of diabetes and heart conditions in my family, so changes I am making is not for vanity (because no matter how much jiggle in my middle, I still love my curves), but for my health. No matter how much dancing I do, it won't make a difference if the fuel I put in my body is crap!